We met in a running club, now we've broken up.

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I posted about my breakup about 10 weeks ago. We met years ago in a running club and were friends before we got together, which lasted for 5 years, when he ended it by telling me he'd never loved me. I'm still struggling but feeling a bit stronger. The club is resuming now after lockdown. I know there's no way he'll leave the club so I'm not going back. Has anyone else been in this situation?

I haven't returned yet but subscription for next year is due at the end of December so I'm giving myself until then to see how I feel. The way I'm thinking at the moment, one day I want to return and the next day I don't, so that's why I feel I need another few weeks.