This will probably be a lengthy explanation. In mid-late Jan I discovered my DH had been in my phone and exported a chat from whatsapp with my best friend which he then emailed to himself. I discovered it in my sent box as he was stupid enough not to delete it. I caught it really quick and demanded he delete it and then delete again from his recycle bin. I have absolutely nothing to hide but I saw the whole thing as a gross invasion of my privacy and my best friends too. He slept in the spare room a couple of weeks, we never really talked about it and just moved forward.
So currently it looks like I am going through my 4th miscarriage. Its a strange one though. Last time we had unprotected sex was early Jan. Got my period right on time a couple weeks later. This month we haven't had sex at all. Period is a week late. Did a test out of curiosity and it came back positive. I know for certain conception could only have occured when we had sex in early Jan. My last LMP before then would put me at around 8-9 weeks pregnant. GP ran bloods and HCG is measuring as 369 which is low for how pregnant I should be. GP told me its suggestive of conception 2-3 weeks ago which I know is impossible and is likely a reflection this is another failed pregnancy (EPU are repeating bloods on Monday). Obviously I have been keeping DH in the loop. His response was "I know of one way 2-3 weeks is possible", his intonation was that I had been unfaithful. He did mean it this way as I asked him.
I'm absolutely fuming that he could think this of me when I have given him no reason too. We're in lockdown, I'm working from home full time and only leave the house 3-4 times a week for 30 mins to go for a run / the grocery shopping.
I really don't know where to go from here where his first response to low HCG levels is I must be cheating rather than it being a likely sign we are losing another pregnancy. All I know is I am so angry!