I’ve been with my partner for 2 years. I’m 33 and he’s 40 years old and he has 3 girls from his ex. I love him, never met anyone so similar to me in many ways. Covid has obviously restricted a lot of relationships and I feel it has ours. However, I just don’t know If love is enough anymore. I’m finding myself getting angry, irritated and just upset about so many things, little things not even particularly important. He hasn’t worked for 18 months, and not sure when he will return due to health, I pay for probably 80/85% of things including clothes, food, rent, bills etc. I run around doing majority of things for him and his girls whenever they are around, I work a full time job even through the pandemic and it just never ends. I know we can’t do much with Covid but there’s no signs of holidays or anything to look forward to unless I’m paying for it. I feel tired and drained all the time. I plan everything - days out, date nights, valentines gifts, birthday surprises and I get very little back. I’m just so disappointed but scared, upset because I feel I have put so much into the relationship.