Basically me and my partner are going thru a rough patch, and hes left today. Now I'm here with the 3 kids and the youngest is 4 months old. I'm so wore out and tired, I feel like I can't do this with him and I can't do this without him. He wants to work things out I don't see how we can because we just always end up back here every few months. I have been on antidepressants for depression/hormones/pnd I dunno which, right now I'm on none cos my doctor hasn't got back to me in two weeks despite me ringing. He makes my anxiety worse when he's here but now I'm feeling so overwhelmed on my own, so what do I do