Am prepared to be told I'm being emotional/overreacting but I really don't think I am and I'm just so lost on what to do. DH and I have been having issues ever since we got married 3 months ago. It just seemed to me like he completely stopped trying and made no effort from that day whatsoever. I feel so worthless when he speaks to me, the way he ignored me or rejects me or anything to do with us as husband and wife. We have DD(2) and I'm also currently pregnant. I told him he makes me feel like to him I am the mother of his children and a house wife, nothing more and nothing less. He has nothing to say. There's been so many things that I've not been happy about since he's turned so cold and last week I exploded and let it all out. He said he will start making the effort, etc. But this was after 2 days of him trying to turn it around on me and it being all my fault and he's done nothing wrong. I was a crazy bitch who's exploded out of nowhere according to him and I was making all this shit up. He said he was sick of me moaning as that's all I ever do.... that was the first time I brought up the issues in 3 months..but ok. This morning, I was sat in the kitchen and a notification has popped up on his phone (it was on the kitchen table) from TikTok. Yes, I had a look because I didn't recognise the username it referred to him as. I looked on the account and he created a whole new anonymous account on TikTok for the sole purpose of watching, following and commenting on half naked women's videos. Disgusting. I felt pure rage in my body as I was going through the comments he had posted on these women's videos. It was things like 'consider it enjoyed ;)' or 'I would simp 🥰😍❤️' or just heart eyes, hearts, heart faces, disgusting comments and compliments. I felt my entire world fall apart and I knew this was the last straw and I couldn't take anymore. He never ever compliments me, never ever says anything nice to me like that and the fact that he has done this makes me feel so insecure. I started crying and said 'what the fuck is this' 'what are you doing?' He came into the kitchen and immediately snatched his phone off me and went into complete defence mode. He said it was my fault, 'here we go again, constantly fucking moaning about everything I do' 'fucking hell, you're acting like I've cheated on you' and I said to him that to me this is cheating. He said it's not and that that's what social media is for. In his eyes he's done nothing wrong and I was the one in the wrong starting this argument in the first place. I had a good long think about it and I sat him down and said that I don't want this marriage to continue. I'm so broken. I feel so sorry for our children, they do not deserve this. I've been a wreck and he's done nothing. I asked him to delete the account twice now, he still hasn't. He disagrees when I say that it's disrespectful. I feel lost for words but now it all makes sense as to why he's been so strange, cold and distant. What have I done with my life? I should have never married him.