I have no idea where to start, I am a single, once amazing Dad, but for some years now after moving to a new town with my two son's (Twin's now age 13) my life and my mental health has been slowly slipping away from me. One of many decisions I have come to regret was moving from my home town but one of many I had made under pressure of doing what I felt or have been led to believe was best for my children. To cut a long story short. I have raised from the age of 5 my two sons's who have both had or have very challenging behavioral difficulties due to early years neglect. The first 4 years I was doing great despite all the challenges and stigma that came with raising twins with significant behaviour and mental health issue's and very little to no support what at all from my family. (the very reason I moved to a new town in the first place). The problems came when the kids started school, it was very clear they where unlike most children and many a person professional or not have had shared their views on what needs to be done and to this day have yet to provide any support which meets my children s needs. Chams, Social services, schools, early intervention, educational authorities, you name it I have been to every meeting, heard every opinion but still my children do not get the support they need. I have even been through CP proceedings accused of neglect myself which absolutely hammed me into the ground and since then I just haven't been able to pick myself up. Through part of this time I met my parnter who was a massive rock for me but now after a massive stroke I find myself caring for her too, and I am really struggling to cope. I am very withdrawn, my relationship with my partner and children are in tatters, and I am now struggling with drug addiction too !!! Please what the hell do I do to turn this shit around because I am completely lost and dont know where to start....