hi, im new to this and a bit nervous posting my first post. im 26 i live with my partner, we had our house for around 4 years and been together for about 6. I feel like i'm going in circles with him the past year or so we have the same argument over and over again about starting a family. We both want kids, But he keeps putting it off and having ago at me when i try to talk to him about it. we was going to try end of this year sometime for a baby, but i keep having doubts because, i'm trying to talk to him and work out money and after when i return back to work. I said to him i would be going back about 2 days or 3 days a week, and he seems to think i will be going back to work full time 45 hours a week and look after a baby, and look after the house, i already doing everything a housewife does from cooking, cleaning, sorting bills, food shop, pack ups for us both, washing etc... i keep telling him i wouldn't be able to manage, he knows i struggle with depression slightly and have tablets for anxiety. But i told him i would be ideally going back 2-3 days a week so i could manage other jobs too. All i get from him is its easy having a baby and i need to go back to work full time. is it me been stupid? we don't struggle for money and we would be fine after a baby. I really want a baby with him he the love of my life but i have doubts with what he would be like after a baby would be here. He started saying i only want a baby so i have time of work. I dont get whats going on with him. I try my best with him but he comes up with stupid comments or is it me that's been stupid? The sex is just a no go really 2-3 times a month. i don't understand why he is saying all this to me. its not like im getting any younger either. the more i mention kids the more he doesn't want to know. i haven't got one to talk to about the issue.
please give me advice even thought its small and stupid one.