Ive just been dumped. Cant hold myself together.

[ShakeysGirl]

I started a thread a few days ago about the trouble ex-dp was having with his mom etc

Well the out come is that ive been dumped He loves me but cant be with me because he feels empty inside and he knows its not right anymore.

Im so humiliated.I begged him to stay, crying my eyes out for 3 hours

I love him so much. I dont know what to do. I havent been able to eat or sleep for 3 days, my stomach feels full of knots

The kids (not his but we have been living as a family) and going to know where hes gone etc

As he left he said he loved me and would call me later. I really dont understand.

sakura- great post, u are totally right, shakeys, i do feel for u, he's left u for the exact reasons sakura has pointed out, u say he's been on the verge of tears recently? this is because hes probably been taking lots of ear bending and brainwashing from his mother about how he must leave u, i should know, ive been there only luckily we survived it, my dh's monster of a mother did her very best to split us up bearing in mind we have been together since we were 14 and 15 and have 2 kids together, this woman has pulled the most disgustings stunts to part us she is also a binge drinker and a very evil,nasty twisted, messed up human being, she lies about being raped and has had cancer more times than i can count on one hand her latest is putting her house up for sale to move to spain, if she moves to spain my name aint louise, its all just control, shes hoping my dh will panic and want to spend all his time with her because she is leaving BOLLOX shes playing mind games and so is ur ex dp's mother, shes scared of losing her little boy so she is purposely turning him against u, i imagine ur ex is feeling very confused now (which is why IMO he said he loves u as he left) i think he wants to be with u but his mothers grip on him is vice like, short of hiring a hit man (lol) theres not much u can do but hold ur head up high and pretend your ok, and maybe, just maybe he may grow a backbone.

Shakeysgirl, how are things going? did you see your dx over w-end? Did his mum disapear//

Shakeysgirl, how are things going? did you see your dx over w-end? Did his mum disapear//

sorry, "//" should be "??"

Ive got about 2 minutes to post this as im in the libary and am about to be thrown off the computer.

We are still seperated but ive decided to get on with my life. Ive enrolled at college, tidyed my house, started work! I still go to the same pubs I always have done and we are doing the whole 'friends' thing.

I doubt we will get back together but life goes on. I even had a date Friday!!

Will be back when ive got the internet at home and have changed my name - after all im not SHAKEYSgirl anymore am I.

Thanks for all your support xx

Well done and Good for you!!

Keep up the great work!