As it says. I have severe insecurity problems. I was a care child, grew up constantly being let down by the people that should have looked after me. I grew up feeling unlovable and even though I am now 37 with 3 beautiful kids I cant shake the feeling. I have a dp that I have been with for 2 years. He is amazing. We have issues like everyone else normally around out kids but overall he is great. Only I cant shake the feeling that he is going to leave me for someone prettier, skinnier just better than me. I get insecure whenever he looks or speaks to another woman. I dont make it obvious to him all the time but my heart races and I get these deep feelings of dread. I'm so scared of losing him to someone better than me I dont know what to do. I've tried counselling but it doesnt work. I know the issues are mine but after so long of feeling like this I just dont know how to break the cycle. I hate myself. I hate my body and the way I feel.