Hi everyone, I've nc for this as I feel sick and don't want it linked to my other username
One thing that I can't abide is porn. I know some people can brush aside their partners looking at it. But for me, it makes me feel not good enough as I'm not confident in myself in the slightest
I was on dh's laptop yesterday afternoon, looking for a file that I'd downloaded about our local school applications. And accidently came across his "stash". Some of which were saved when he barely wanted to come near me (not that that has improved to be honest), and he'd promised that he hadn't looked at any in months.
I knew that when I raised it with him, he would deny it, so while he was in the shower, I took a photo with my phone as evidence and scrolled down slightly, and found a posing photo of someone we know that he'd saved off facebook
I had to get out of the house, so wrapped up dd and got in the car and drove to a local park and just sat in the car while I pulled myself together. Not my finest moment I know, but I freaked and needed to get out of the house before I threw his laptop across the room
I messaged him and said that I knew about it and said that I needed to get out and said both myself and dd were safe.
He's not said anything to me since last night. He ignored me and slept on the sofa. I've tried messaging him, but he's totally blanking me. And I'm left feeling rejected and as if my heart has shattered. I'm trying to stay normal for dd, but I'm struggling
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rockbottomx · 09/10/2019 11:32
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