In april I found pictures that my husband took of me while sleeping (passed out...we had a night out) naked, it was zoomed right in on my privates, I also found pictures where he would photoshop my face on other naked womens bodies, and videos of me getting dressed in the mornings. I told him about it, and felt that I could forgive him even though it was the second time this has happened and I have forgiven him before. Fast forward to now, I found emails of him on live webcam porn sites, 8this awakened these feelings again, now he is angry and sad that I am having a very hard time forgiving him. I am horrified that he might have.posted them online, he swears he hasnt..but I cant trust him anymore. I feel all my emotions all mingled together. Im sad, angry, disgusted, dissapointed and horrified all at once...he keeps appologising...but I dont know if this can be fixed, I hurt so much inside...I cant even look at him. I want to leave him but he keeps saying we can fix this...I dont think I can or even want to. I asked him to move out, he says its only for a few days, he is going to stay with his mum, because I need space, now she thinks I have kicked him out of our house, and that I am being unreasonable, but she does not know the truth..only what he has told her