So DH was found out by me in February he had been cheating. He’d been visiting escorts / massage rooms etc etc for over 12 months whilst our marriage was supposedly sound. When caught, he said I had been difficult to live with at times and he only ever saw me in my pjs. I threw him out to compose myself but was also fighting mental health problems to complicate matters. My family cut him out and life was strained for me and DD (4). Cut a long story short, I took him back and our wedding anniversary was last week. I wrote an emotional and raw card explaining that we could get through this blah blah and I loved him and our world. He got me nothing. No card. No apology. No heartfelt words. He has come back like nothing has ever happened whilst I struggle to get through each day. I hate my reflection but I make sure I’m made up every day and look presentable. I try desperately to communicate with him and he says everything’s fine. I can’t talk to anyone because I’ve taken him back and made my bed. What do I do? I feel helpless, isolated and alone.