Just reaching out....I feel so alone.
My DP finally left last night. It needed to happen but I am so upset.
I can't stop crying. I need to pull myself together by Monday when the dc's come home.
I haven't got anyone I can ring. I am so ashamed that I have let this happen. I haven't behaved well with paranoid accusations and awful words to him but he hurt me badly last night. My head hurts where he banged it on the floor, he bit me and drew blood, he throttled me and stamped on my foot. My toe is broken.
He hasn't even texted me to see if I am ok. 5 years means nothing. All I want to go is text him because I can't believe I won't see him again.
I know that's not right.
Please distract me. I don't know what to do.
I can't go out of the house because anyone looking at me will know what's happened. Plus my eyes are like golf balls from crying.
I am so sad but need to be ok for Monday