And why can't I move on?
My 5.5. Yr relationship ended about a year ago. But for a year or so he has been trying to 'win me back' but I'm just so confused. I don't understand and upon looking back I realise it really wasn't a good relationship. So why do I feel so obliged to see him or hear him out?
Some key things from our past:
He pinned me to the floor by my neck
Called me cunt about 100 times
Threatened to kill one of my pets
Called me names endlessly
If I tried to stand up for myself he would say 'stop playing the victim'
When I finally (after nearly 20 yrs) built up the courage to get help for my mental health, he went nuts and screamed at me that he can't bear the sight of me.
They're were obviously some good times too. But why on earth does he want me back???
Anyway, I finally blocked him a month or so ago and he has been relentlessly trying to contact me in any way he can, pleading that he is so worried about me.
Please can someone assure me I've done ive right thing? I know it sounds silly and pathetic but he has been my first everything so I don't know anything else.