Unhappy relationship so very carefully planned to split up with dp.
Thought of absolutely everything.
Except i can't cope on my own with 4 dc. 2 have SEND. My health has deteriorated rapidly. I can barely cope day to day.
I can't even think about Christmas.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. I've gone from one kind of hell to another.
I knew i was going to be on my own. I knew i had no support. Its been like this is for years.
How do i learn to cope?