About six months ago someone I went to school with contacted me. To cut a long story short, he got me so emotionally involved before we even met, so when we did meet, I felt like everything had dropped into place.
I became physically ill with the constant high emotion. Skin broke out, couldn't sleep, nauseous, etc etc.
It soon became clear that he wasn't your average person. Very highly sexed, very emotional, seemed hellbent on keeping me.
Then it was watching me have sex with someone else, saying there was no relation if there was no sex, the list goes on.
I scarpered. Then he contacted me around Christmas and asked to see me. I didn't.
Since then he has met someone else. Why do I feel jealous and like I've lost out? There's a pic of them today looking really happy. I can't stand it.
She lives a 5 hour drive away, all I can think of is that she just hadn't found out what he's really like. Has anyone else ever felt like this?