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Can't remember last night

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 12:12

Sorry this will be rambled but I'm so confused.

Was out with dh last night and am so sore today, we were both really drunk but I can't remember having sex but I know he's had anal sex with me as well as regular Sad

The worst part is there was a 4 second (pitch black you couldn't see anything but could hear muffled noises) video posted on his Facebook at 4am which I'm sure is him having sex with me.

He's now deleted it and said he's no idea how it got there. I'm not even sure if anyone who seen it would have realised what it was but I'm mortified.

He says I was up for it when we got home but it's all a blank, I don't even know why I'm posting I'm just feeling so ill and don't know where the night went wrong.

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 12:15

Also I've obviously name changed but so worried about this accidental being shared by me on social media or something, that's not possible is it?

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LanguidLobster · 06/05/2018 12:18

Oh god - has he got form for this sort of thing? Is he there now?

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 12:20

He's downstairs with the kids who have just come home. I still feel really drunk Sad

Nothing like this has happened in the past I just don't know what to think.

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HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 12:23

Do you think your drink was spiked? Do you have a best friend you can call on to come and pick you up and take you to her house?

LeChatDeNuit · 06/05/2018 12:23

Flowers do you normally have drunken blackouts? Does your husband remember everything?

HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 12:24

You don't sound as though you were in a state to be on social media.

I'm very worried about you. Could you go to the loo and take a urine sample and keep it somewhere? I would want that to be tested.

I also think you should go to OOH and explain what happened.

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 12:26

I feel to ill to think about going anywhere, I don't usually drink enough to black out I'm not sure where it all went wrong. I don't remember leaving town or the taxi or anything.

I remember sitting with a drink around midnight then that's it till I woke in my bed this morning.

He says I was up for it when we got in and didn't seem to drunk but he also says he was really drunk and can't remember anything either.

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 12:30

I actually have one of those wee bottles so can take a sample I'm so dehydrated though. No way I could drive in this state.

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category12 · 06/05/2018 12:39

I don't think there is any reason to assume you were spiked, just that you drank too much and things went from there.

Would you usually agree to anal sex with your dh? The share on Facebook is bizarre. Take it easy, is it just soreness or do you think you need to see someone?

LEMtheoriginal · 06/05/2018 12:39

It sounds like you were both off your faces.

Maybe be mindful of what you are drinking next time - that sounds like a lecture but it isn't. I can drink for England yet certain drinks affect me badly so I avoid drinking anything other than beer now.

HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 12:46

It's pretty clear that the OP's partner wasn't as drunk as she was. He had vaginal and anal sex with her and filmed it AND put it online.

Why are people assuming they were both drunk?

OP, what sort of man is your partner? Apologies for the question, but do you normally have anal sex with him? Has he ever recorded you before? Is he into pornography in a big way?

Appuskidu · 06/05/2018 12:52

Why are people assuming they were both drunk?

The OP says

we were both really drunk

ellsbells2 · 06/05/2018 12:55

How much had you drunk earlier in the evening? What do you feel happened, is this how you usually feel after drinking or do you think you were spiked?

HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 13:09

Yes, but there's being drunk and not remembering anything that happened after a certain point, even painful anal sex. They're two different things.

jugglingsatsumas · 06/05/2018 13:12

Is the video still on your phone? Or his phone? Is there anyone you can call to come and help you out? It sounds like you are still suffering and maybe it wasn't just alcohol.

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 13:17

I feel more drunk than hungover. The video must have been on his phone to end up on his Facebook. I've no idea if it's still on there.

I'd say he's a ok dh, we've had anal sex a couple of times in the past but I don't think I would bring it up and suggest we try it. I found some porn years ago he'd watched but not recently.

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LimpidPools · 06/05/2018 13:20

My guess would be that the phone was just in the bed and got leant on. A 4 second dark, muffled sex video doesn't sound like something anyone would either film or post on purpose.

Were you just very drunk OP? We all have days where alcohol hits us harder than expected. How does this fit into the wider context of your relationship? Do you have other misgivings, or is this a particularly bad case of the beer fear?

category12 · 06/05/2018 13:22

Managed to lean on a phone which created a video and posted it to Facebook all by accident? Hmm

HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 13:34

My guess would be that the phone was just in the bed and got leant on

Really?

WalkinglikeaFlamingo · 06/05/2018 14:16

So your DP says you were up for it but then can't remember filming??

You need to sit him down and get a very detailed account of his version of events.

Sounds a bit off to me.

Did anyone you know comment or like the video before it got taken down from fb?

Were you tagged in it?

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hurt86 · 06/05/2018 14:25

No I wasn't tagged but it was the first thing on my newsfeed. There were no likes or comments but it had been viewed 27 times? It was on from 4am till about 7am

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HollowTalk · 06/05/2018 14:30

What are you going to do? I'm sorry, but I really think this is a police matter. I think you've been raped and recorded without permission and put online.

Flicksthename · 06/05/2018 14:39

Only you know your husband.
From what you are saying, it sounds to me like too much to drink (which makes most of us more daring) and things might have got a bit out of hand...If you’d agreed to filming uploading to fb may not have been part of the deal but if your H was hammered could have been a mistake. I take it no caption?
You say you believe the film showed you having sex in the dark. Well, presumably consensual at that time then.
Without remembering what happened you have to make the judgemental call on your husband’s character.

Bombardier25966 · 06/05/2018 14:49

Managed to lean on a phone which created a video and posted it to Facebook all by accident? hmm

With live videos it's the press of a button nowadays.

I don't know if that's what happened - none of us do - but it's not as wild a suggestion as it first sounds.

FuckingHateRain · 06/05/2018 14:58

Really sorry OP that is awful ....
27 times is probably DH watching it hopefully
Probably a drunken night for both of you and nothing more, if I were you I'd steer clear from alcohol for now till you have all details about last night

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