About a year ago I got in touch with an ex from a long time back and we started having a relationship. He lives in London and I live in Glasgow so it's only every few weeks we can get together. He was my first true love and I've thought about him for years since we split up. Problem is my feelings have really developed for him again and really deep down I know he's just using me for sex. The sex is amazing, always was. I've Whatsapped him a few times over last couple days and had one word answers, not seen him since last Thursday and he hasn't initiated contact with me. I know I'll here from him when he's horny or coming to Glasgow for work and I find myself constantly checking my phone wishing for a message. I'm besotted with him. I've read up on limerence and think that's what I have. It took me many years to get over him from when we were early 20's and split up, and now 2 decades later I feel the same. I can't bring myself to go cold turkey on him as I just need that feeling he gives me of being wanted, even though he doesn't want me for more than my body, it's so silly. Help, how can I help myself!! Sad and crying by myself on a Fri night as I just want to hear from him, tying myself in knots wondering what he might be doing. 