Hi there i have been in a relationship for 12 years with a man we do not however live together although I do love and care for him. The fact is I care for him like a freind or a brother. I have my independence as i own my own house and car so there are no finacial things shared.
However I moved 12 mths agao and become very freindly with a lovely man who is 49, i am only 36. I cannot say at all I find him atractive but heis a lovely person and we have been chatting on and off on aol im. I was not looking for anybody else neaithe ras he although his wife died 5 years agao leaving a son of three (he is now 9)
well the realtionshiop in i am I feel relaxed and calm, good sex etc but the man swaers at me and has lost all respect although he can be nice and is nice most of the time.
Well what i want to know is that I want to go meet this man and get to know him, he lives on the street down. I often chat when taking my son to the park and he know lots about me as we im chat omn the internet.
The thing is though what shall I do, I have never been unfathfull before and really do not agree wit it. The man i cahet with does not have the same beleifs interests in life as me at all (* i ahve degree and well educated) he does local parcel courier work.
I really do not know what to do and why i feel like this about him... help please
Thanks