sorry, have only just this,
came home yesterday and we rowed all day, it was awful.
Then last night me and DH had another talk and he told me a few things that have been bothering him, something really horrible, i thought all that with his uncle last year was bad enough but this is worse, i dont feel up to posting about it atm.
today has been a better day, he has decided to go back to work after next week when his note runs out as he admits he feels more depressed being at home than being in work.
This afternoon we had to go and get DD,s wheelchair ordered, and we,ve both been upset but its brought us a bit closer IYKWIM.
He is on the NHS waiting list for a counsellor, he was referred last August and there is an 18month waiting list in our area.
But we have decided he needs it NOW, so he is going private, he has sooooo much stuff in his head from his childhood and whats happened with the kids and he needs professional help.
We have decided that 1 day a week im going to the local hotel and spending the afternoon there, having a massage,swim,lunch and im really looking forward to that, DH doesnt feel up to doing anything like that yet, but i think he,ll feel better when he gets back into work and away from the world of SN.