I don't feel like I can talk to anyone in RL about this. Have just found out that I'm pregnant, 4 weeks. DH and I had an accident, and I took the morning after pill.
We have a 3yo DC. My pregnancy and birth last time were were truly terrible, I was bed bound and very scared for most of it, and it very nearly didn't have a happy ending for me and DC. Also had mental health problems during pregnancy, I basically completely fell apart.
We're a low income family, the plan was for me to find a job next year when DC goes to school, and we have no family or real support near by. We hadn't ruled out ever having another child, but now doesn't feel like the right time, and I'm nowhere near as fit and healthy as I'd like to be (very overweight). I'm very concerned about what would happen with my physical and mental health if I continued this pregnancy.
Is it really awful that we're considering terminating? It feels a bit like, as a mother, it's extra taboo. I need reassurance, or something, I guess. My head is a bit of a mess.