Hello
Recently I was speaking to somebody, just casually. We ended up meeting for something to eat and then ended up at his and then having sex. A condom was used but it broke halfway through so he took it off and continued sex (we were both very drunk)
I found out I was pregnant 3 weeks later and I told him. He asked me to get rid of it and at the time I was so unsure what to do. My friend had an abortion a few months ago and is always telling me its the worst thing she has ever done and she is not the same person she used to be, I understand that not all experiences are the same but I was scared. I told him I didn't know and that he shouldn't worry (I was trying to act brave for myself) he said its not just my decision and regardless whether hes involved he would still have a kid out there (he said)
We left it for a few days and then he asked me if I was pregnant still, I said yes and he basically was very blunt, he said I was leaving him with no option but to be blunt to me. He said he will not be involved in the babies life and he will not feel bad about it and if I knew him properly I would know that he wouldn't care.
a couple of weeks later I booked an abortion and told him "don't worry I am not keeping it" he said "ok" I had to have an early scan before I got the abortion and after seeing the baby I couldn't do it but I didn't tell him.
I am now 15 weeks pregnant and just had my first official scan and can not do it. I feel like I need to/should tell him but I don't know how as he is going to realize I lied