I posted last night in chat, don't know how to link to thread but it's 'this is wrong'.
DH tried to force himself on me last night in such a degrading way. I am ill, had whisky to help me sleep & out Dd (2) sleeps in our room (in her own bed). I'm in shock that he could treat me like this & I can't see how I can trust him again to get past this, we only recently got married.
I'm upset and I don't want to break the family up. I don't think I could cope with being a lone parent of two children & working full time. But I also can't see how I can trust him again. I'm gutted.
I'm not sure what advice I'm looking for, i really don't know what to do.