Hello everyone, i posted before and my situation was kinda flipping between binge drinker to health nut. My situation is that i bought a house that needs doing up, also i need to study, the ideal situation was that i go away from home and have time to myself to sort house out and have quiet time....
but i'm basically using this time to drink myself into a stupour, and the more scared i get about that the more i need to drink.
i'm pretty good at hiding my problems, i said in another post i can do a top to toe house clean in about 30-60 mins. anyone remember pulp fiction? i could give victor the cleaner a run for his money.
today really really scared me because i know i'm going to see my loved ones tomorrow and i know i'm going to regret being hung over but still i was basically clucking till the drinks supermarket guy delivered (for a party next weekend, i made sure i over-ordered so i could drink without running out of booze.... lol?) and what scared me even more was there wasn't even a question whether or not i would open the package and start drinking.
does anyone want to give up booze with me or be a sober buddy or anything? im at a point where this is it. ive tried control ha ha. i need to quit. thanks for reading xxxxxx