Well soon anyway I am with her now and it won't be long. It feels so unfair even though I am aware that it isn't she has lived for years and she has 6 great great grandchildren who love her.
My grandmother was a rather bitter woman who only visits her mother once a year and my mother has ran off to some country or another so she never visited her much either but she is so lovely really she is and the DCs all love her so much and we see her at least 3 times a week.
She has been going down hill for two years or so she used to go out with her sister/best friend every Saturday but then her sister died and she stopped leaving the house.
She called me last week with a pain in her chest. She is too old and frail for the operation and then she stopped drinking and eating and apart from Sunday when I took the DCs to see her she has just been so quiet and sad.
My brother is sick and lives the other end of the country so he can't be here now though he did see her last weekend. My grandmother said that she was on holiday (not that I really want her here) her last brother (she was one of 10) lives too far away and I'd too frail to travel.
So it's just me here now. My DH was here put I sent him home to put the DCs to bed because they will be upset and the ILs will need a break. He is coming back at some point.
It's feels wrong that she is going I am 6 months pregnant with twins and she was so excited and now she won't meet them.
Sorry this is just a rant it's just me and her in a room with a nurse checking on her occasionally who offers me tea.