STBXH left, doesn't love me anymore, and looking back checked out emotionally a long time ago.
I'm wobbling now and feel like I want the familiar back, if that makes sense, just to make this god awful pain go away. I don't want him back!
I know marriages are not perfect, but for those of you who have stayed together without major issues like infidelity, trust issues, ea, etc.... whats does that look like? What does a good partner look like?
How does it feel to be in a happy marriage? I desperately need something to compare and put in perspective how crap mine was. 