well i have it bad
i dont want to feel like this but i do, im not going to go into full detail in case someone in rl reads this, but h is always round, pestering me to get back with him, but, i just dont feel that way about him, i still care, but after the pnuemonia thing etc, i think it killed the love i had for him and i certainly dont feel any passion.
however, family and a couple of people i know, say i should try and give it another go, not to thriow my marriage away...now ive started to have strong feelings for someone who lives near me.
im friendly with his parents, and hes moved back home after splitting with his last girlfriend, hes just started seeing someone new, so i know theres never a chance in a million years, but we get on soo well, we have everything in common, hes lent me some books that i was interested in and i find conversation so easy with him.
yesterday i was chatting to him and his mum came out and said"stop chatting my son up!!" tongue in cheek, but i went bright red..it must be so obvious..i feel like a daft school girl..but its kind of made me realise that i cant ever make a go of it with dh....and i wish i could stop thinking about this bloke....thanks for letting me ramble.