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apparently i should get a job, but i dont want to. so what sort of job can i get??

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stitch · 27/08/2006 22:40

dh is always tellinjg me tog et a job. because apparently i sit around on my arse all day and be a parasit to him.
my family think i should gte a job to get my confidence back and showw him just how much i do at home. etc.

i used to teach. but really dont want. also, i dont know about taking orders. and office politics. and what can i do anyways. i dont want to teach. i went to university and am numerate, used to be computer literate, but now all my it experience revolves round googling and mumsnet.
any suggestions?

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fuzzywuzzy · 29/08/2006 11:56

It's fair enough if you feel tutoring is the way to go for the moment for you. Especially considering you have a pre-school child.

Do you think your h would go to counselling with you?? How about you go on your own...

Why do his family hate you so much?? Does your H not realise the damage he's doing to his chidlren by being about their mum to them??

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Chilimama · 29/08/2006 12:34

Stitch - I really think that by getting back into work it could build your self esteem back up which would help you and the children in the long run.

Your husband sounds very much like my stepfather who had to control everything even up to how often we were allowed to wash. He just had to be in control of everything

Having been in an abusive relationship as an adult as well as my unstable upbringing I have to say the best thing for you and the children is to not be in this awful situation. My son has been affected terribly by his father's abusive behaviour which was both physical and mental. He is only 6 and has seen and heard things no child should. We are now waiting for the child and adolescent mental health team to see him as he exhibits behaviour which is disturbing and has started wetting the bed. All this has started happening since I re-married my dh who is a very caring father to ds and our baby daughters.

You said that you had used your son as support in the past, My mum did the same thing when I was 4/5. She was in an abusive relationship and had started an affair (with the man who was my step-father). Although it was not appropriate she did it because she had no-one else to confide in. From reading your post it is understandable why you confided in your son. It is an awful situation and I hope you can find some way of make your lives less hellish.

Tbh I always found the mental abuse so much worse than cuts, bruises and broken bones. Your husband is a bully, Plain and simple. Unfortunately his behaviour is likely to be reflected by your children in the future.

Get a job, some financial independence and your confidence back. Then do all you can to leave him, Like the other mumsnetters have said, Put a little money away each month into a "Breaking Free" fund.

Can you really imagine spending the rest of your life and your childrens lives living like this?

I hope you manage to get your self esteem back x

catsmother · 29/08/2006 13:08

Oh Stitch, he sounds beyond awful .... in fact, he sounds terrifying.

If there is NO financial need for you to work then you need to ask yourself what it is that you actually want to do. If you want to work, for yourself (albeit at effectively no pay) then fine, but if you feel that you would rather be a SAHm for now, then that should be fine too.

Though in your case, I am actually coming round to the idea that working might be good for you as in helping you feel more confident, which in turn, will hopefully enable you to be more assertive in your realtionship, if you stay. And if you don't, the job will give you security and you'll find that suddenly, with tax credits, it will start paying, allowing you to support yourself and the kids.

The way he speaks to you about getting a job is dreadful and inhumane. But now you're saying that only certain sorts of jobs would be deemed good enough by him anyway ..... strikes me that whatever you do, whatever job you get, he's always going to be picking away at some aspect of it.

I feel awful commenting on someone else's marriage, but really, would you be any worse off without him, without the constant belittling, the constant control, the constant putting you down ?

I don't understand what you meant about not being able to leave until you were in a position where he or his family couldn't spend much time with the kids ? You know, I'd never normally advocate this (having a partner who is a responsible dad whose contact with his kids is continually spitefully obstructed) but mothers generally have so much more power than fathers in contact situations. You sound scared of him - and mental abuse IS still abuse - and I would have thought that you could have quite easily obtained an injunction against him, which would then help to limit the time he had the kids, if you are genuinely concerned they might be affected by him.

If you refused contact - or didn't offer him "enough" and he took you to court, it's very unlikely (unless you were a drunk, druggie or psychopath) that any more than every other weekend contact would be awarded to him, possibly even less. Believe me, having been closely involved with the "other side", if a mother puts her foot down, there is very little in law which is ever used to force her to play fair. So I think you have little to worry about in that respect. Solicitors (lots do 1st half hour free) and/or the CAB would be able to tell you lots more about contact issues from a legal perspective.

You can't go on like this surely ....... the money set-up in itself is cruel and unnecessary.

stitch · 31/08/2006 16:00

progress report

printed out form for magistrate application.
appointment for interview for volunteer work booked for tomorrow.
contact lenses from tesco online so wont be paying for them myself, will use dh card instead. saving of 32 pounds a month!

actually i feel so much more empowered, yet when writing it down like that doesnt seem like much

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SherlockLGJ · 31/08/2006 16:09

You go girl.

JennyLee · 31/08/2006 16:43

Stitch it is the best thing that you cut up your credit cards, then don't let him know so he will continue to pay them down for you and one day hopefully they will be paid off and that will be one less thing hangin round your neck. Stitch I don'tt know you but I hope when you get a job you will see the real world again and realise you don't deserve this treatment. Don't let him pull you down, he must be unhappy with himself to treat you so badly.

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