I need someone to talk too

[Pesca]

I just need someone to be there to talk to. I know its pathetic

Not pathetic at all. Is there something on your mind?

I'm here

Theres so many things on my mind. I feel helpless i dont know what to do for the best .

Everything is fucked up in my life

Try writing it all down. I'm awake.

I'm here too. Do you want to tell us what's wrong?

Loggins

Can you tell s what's wrong?

Im going to make myself sick . That helps me

Please don't. Talk to us.

Pesca, talk to us instead for a bit eh?

I have to iv eaten and iv ruined my diet. I know ill feel better if i let it out.

The diet can have a 10 minute break while you talk to us. Is the diet the reason you are upset?

No its not the diet. Its my life my husband, iv not had anything go eat all week and i now feel sick , because iv eaten food.

It's not the food making you sick sweetie. It's probably stress, you need food to be able to think straight and give you strength, honestly

Can you tell us what has happened?

Cheers for the tea Wally.
Pesca, are you there?

Im here. Iv just made myself sick. I know its wrong but i feel soo much better .

That's not a great way to make yourself feel better but I guess you know that already.
Do you think you could make a cup of tea with a little sugar in it to sip?

Hi Pesca, I'm sorry to hear you felt you needed to do that. I sympathise. I wonder whether you have come to the Relationships board because you wish to talk about a troubling relationship that is distressing you, and the purging was just your way of coping with overwhelming feelings?

Its a release for me. I only do it once every 10 days or so.

Rehydrating is an excellent idea Loggins. Pesca you should get some fluid back inside you. Do you often struggle with this?

I understand, although it is not a healthy way to obtain that release and you could achieve the same effects through for example writing down your feelings, going for a drive, punching a pillow, talking to a friend, exercising :)

What did you need release from?

Glass of water if you don't fancy tea? Go get something then come back ok

I did have bulimia quite bad 15years ago along with self harming. I now do it once or twice a month. I cant talk to anyone about how i feel i dont really have friends, i cant go for a drive as im alone with 2 DCS . I could punch a pillow and write it down but i need more.

Im in an EA relationship and im really struggling.