6 weeks of C/mas adverts
6 weeks of C/mas tv trailers
6 weeks of C/mas songs
6 weeks of Buble asking, baby please come home for C/mas
6 weeks of moody people trudging round shops not caring if they're in your way
6 weeks of C/mas decorations everywhere
3 months of tears over my H and OW
3 months of anxiety
3 months of uncertainty
3 months of game-playing from H
3 months of utter sadness
3 months of mental abuse
2 months of discovering myself
2 months of organising my life
2 months of lots of hugs from those who do love me
2 months of amazing support from MNers - you know who you are
2 months of Pilates (it does work)
2 days until it's all over
2 days until 2014 plan can start
2 days until I spend time with my loving family
1 year since I spent the most amazing last C/mas with my H after a tragic year
9 days until Sherlock episode 3!
It would have been my 11 year anniversary today but instead my H is on a 2 week holiday with OW.
It's tough, it hurts, the pain is immeasurable but, I have survived this year. I appreciate the support of MN, don't know what I would have done at times without it. Those that know my story on here probably know where I would be.....
Join me if you would like to rant, cry or have a bottle glass of wine xx