Feel so angry right now. I'm mum to 6DC the youngest is 7 months. He is really difficult colic,reflux,possible milk allergy- He is up at least 8 times a night. I get up with him whilst partner sleeps. Last few weeks has been hell.
This morning I had my wisdom teeth removed all 4- gums stiched. My face is already swollen. I had vallium as I am a wuss. I took my children to school dropped my 3 year old off at grandma's (6 miles away I dont drive) did a shop , dropped it off and went to the dentist. Partner finished work at 10.30 he only started at 8 and met me there to take me home. I felt a bit off it from the vallium. We get home and he goes upstairs leaving me with the baby. I go up to find him having a nap because he is tired. He was so called having time off to help me. He shouted at me because house was untidy - I didnt have time to do it this morning, besides it was tidy when I went to bed.
Im sat here in pain face looking like I have been in a boxing match and he is fast asleep. Im left with a baby screaming when all I want to do is sleep and take some strong pain killers.
Is he being selfish or should I have just gotten on with it ?
I feel let down by him. I need knee surgery but how can I if he cant even help for one day and that would be weeks. Thoughts please