Karma has come around and bitten me

[karmasgotme]

Im posting on here because I am at my lowest of low and I cant turn to anyone in RL. I think I am hoping that someone might care enough to be kind to me today, but I am prepared for a flaming, I know how it works.

I have been having an affair with a married man for 18 months. I thought he loved me, I thought he would leave his wife eventually for me. He told me he loved me every day.

Then I found out he has been seeing someone else as well. I told him I knew and now he has ended things with me.

So now I have nobody at all. He has a wife and a mistress and I have nobody. I took some tablets this morning because I cant see any way out of this despair, but then I got scared and made myself sick. I cant function, I cant eat and I cant sleep, I just want this feeling to go away.

I love him. I gave him everything and he wasnt who I thought he was. I am a horrible person and now I have nobody at all

[NandH]

Tell the wife. ONLY because SHE deserves to know what a cock she's married to. Personally I don't think you deserve any closure.

[MissStrawberry]

SHE HAS TOLD THE WIFE.

[Thurlow]

Strawberry, do you know that?

[MissStrawberry]

Check out the I told her thread. It is her.

[nicename]

That's great then. Now everyone is miserable and the wife's hate is most likely misdirected towards the OP rather than Cheaty McCheat.

Everyones a loser now, and the OP will feel like a right cowbag once she's had her five minutes of the lovely revenge warm and fuzzy feeling. And will he come a-crawling back? I think not.

OP - step away from the booze, facebook/social networking sites and your phone/email before you get any more bright ideas. Try to dust yourself off, chalk this down to experience, promise yourself you won't get caught by such a prick again, and spend some time concentrating on the people in your life who mean something to you (YOUR KIDS). Look forward not back.