fucking cunting bastards. anyone about?

[VicarGoingForGoldInKungFu]

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brother.

just logged on to facebook and there he is again like a bad penny....has messaged me asking for forgiveness and asking for "us to be adults" and saying i would now be proud of him.....

also got a friend request.

i have not yet finished counselling - ive got another session in August but i think then i only have one more after that.

why cant they just fuck off to the far side of fuck and leave me the fuck alone?

Oh you poor thing - I remember your back story and you have had a hell of a time. I don't blame you for being cut up about it.

You have been SO strong in blocking them - really well done.

I know this sounds daft but your posts about your childhood have stuck in my mind for being so heartbreaking, and I really admire you for breaking the chain and being a good parent, and also for the job you do, that must be triggering sometimes the things you see.

You have come so far, and have left all that lot behind. I don't think you give yourself enough credit for that.

In time you will feel differently but it will always seem slighty weird, iykwim, until you learn not to believe everything you think.

i know not believe what i think....mostly. normally im heart over head but on this i know i cant trust myself so head rules.....

i think i have come a long long way, i know i have, if you knew me just a few years ago! ive done things over this last few years that i didnt think were in me....

i just need to find the confidence to back it up.

I was given police advice today about a fb problem with brother just to ignore and not stoop to his level he's caused me extra stress in a year that has been horrendous so far.