friday, got invite to friends sisters hosue for late new year party..had mega busy day friday, ramg dp to see if he fancied it?..yes..rang friend back and before i could ring my mum, had to dash to nursery then training.
still forgot to ring friday night.
told dp i was taking dd swimming in morn, if he wanted to join us he was welcome(trying to be un-overpowering and whatever about it).
sat morn, we all went swimming, dp i could tell was winding up more and more as morning went on..as if angling for a blow up?..took dd for lunch after, met my mum and asked her to babysit on night..yes fine.
went home, dp still 'in one of those moods' but i wasnt biting.
he left to pick mum up and knowing it takes 20 mins there and back, left at 6.40 to get back for me taking dd to bed 7.20..wrong!
he waled in about 7.15, knowing dd would be still watching maggie and the ferocious beast..after a second of dithering..tod him to shut front door, tell mam to wait and id take dd to bed now..he was altready moaning loudly and being a tit..i took dd upstairs, she didnt know what the hell was going on, so started crying....30 an hour later she was still awake!..then dp came upstairs swearing about how party host had rang my mobile to reel off a shopping list for them and other people already there..fags etc(not happy, but i wasnt either as we were already going to be one of the latest the and had yet to get dd to sleep, plus we never stay out late as i had to take mum home later)
he went back down with a pet lip, then came back up ten minutes later asking if we were going or WHAT!..i told him the dd was still awake!!!!!..he stomped of down stairs saying weere always the last to get there, whats the point, blah blah blah..wheres my dummy!
when dd finally went off, i walked down to find my mum sat in front room and him in dining room,arms folded face like a bull dog chewing a wasp!..told hiom to stop behaving like a kid, we have a child who needs to get to sleep before we can do ANYTHING so get over it...moan moan moan Kevin and perry style, its so unfair and so on.
i asked him if he still wanted to go and he said he wasnt botherd, its up to me...i said i know what im doing..im going, so are you joining me or what? he fannied about, whatevering and that, then after ten minutes wasted again..he said no.
i apologised to my mum and told her id take her home now on my way and i left.
mum was worried, but i was fuming, why does he behave like such a child, so spiteful, dd is our importance not what time we get to a bloody party.
i wasnt going to go, but wasnt going to tell him, so took mam home, text party host and drove round for an hour to calm down.
got home..where is he...on the bloody computor!
shut door on him that night and last night, cant be botherd looking at him never mind sharing bed with him and yesterday, got dd up, went out for 10.30, came back with friend and her ds for an hour, then went back out with yher.
got in about 4pm..didnt speak, didnt look at him, but kept catching sideways glances from him...why the f**k cant he grow up, accept responsability, respect people and be an adult about things not lay on the floor kicking and screaming when the tinyest thing doesnt go his way
sorry, that all came out here as i dont have someone who i could talk to at home..sorry