I have a ds who is 5 and have been a single parent since he was born, I have had a few 'flings' but no-one has ever met ds until I met my dp 3 months ago.
I had got to a stage where I thought I would never meet anyone, so hard to find someone who ticks all the right box's and wants to be part of a family. Ds has no contact with his father and I really wanted to meet someone who wanted to be that to him.
Anyway about 3 months ago I met my dp, He is mad about ds and I, wants to be like a father to him,
wants more children (as i do). He is kind, thoughtful, attractive, funny, a lovely bloke, but.... he doesn't make my heart flip over. I do love him and look forward to seeing him but don't get butterflies in my stomach!
Things have moved v quickly and we are moving in together at christmas, however I am now getting cold feet. He has done so much for us, has remorgaged his house to redecorate etc. Ds is looking forward to the move and to living with dp and (in his words) 'being a family'.
Not really sure how to end this post but any advice would be hugely appreciated