I've been seeing someone for about a month. Last night after our fifth date, I slept with him. I knew I shouldn't have, it was against my better judgement and I had reservations about him. But it was amazingly intimate and now of course he doesn't want to see me again and I'm devastated. I know I'll get over it but I feel physically sick at the moment.
He told me I was too volatile and that he felt our temperaments clashed. Fair enough. But he slept with me knowing these things and that he wouldn't be seeing me again and knew I wasn't just looking for a fling. I'm in my early 50s and should know better. I feel used, stupid and betrayed. Please tell me it's never to late to learn - I'm crying now thinking of how he was holding me just this morning and telling me how beautiful I was. Even a text just now thanking me for a"wonderful intimate experience that he'll never forget" Thank God we used protection :(