Crying my absolute heart out and too inconsolable to explain the situation.
I took the first tablet (medical abortion) a couple of hours ago. I tried to talk myself into being fine with it, took the kids to bed and broke down completely. Can the baby survive if I don’t take the second lot of tablets? Should I make myself sick? Although it’s already been a couple of hours in my system.
Words can’t explain how bad I want to go back in time. I can hardly breathe.