Hi,
I am looking for a bit of support, advice and others experiences I guess. Tomorrow I go to have a medical abortion (I'll be 9 + 2) I know this is the right decision for my family right now but I'm having such a hard time dealing with and accepting it. I'm so scared of the experience itself, especially being so far along. I basically have a few days to go ahead with this or it will be a surgical abortion which I don't think I'll be able to go through with.
My partner had said he would support me either way but I know that he does not want me to go through with this pregnancy and I don't want it tearing us apart- I am not strong enough to do it on my own and I wouldn't want to. I had some counselling yesterday about the situation and the lady I spoke to advised me that as I do feel something for this pregnancy I will probably experience a period of grieving which is completely normal.
In the begining I was excited about being pregnant, it felt I was in this perfect little dream bubble, which has popped and the reality of the situation is something very different.
My head's such a mess, but I've run out of time and this is the best thing to do in my situation. If anyone could share their honest experiences I think this would really help me, as I don't have any support or anyone to talk to.
Thank you for reading