Feeling so guilty for wanting an abortion but i’m so alone i already have 2 kids one has special needs and my youngest is only just 4, i’m on my own 5 days out of 7 with so called partner working away he is quite emotionally unavailable and tells me to do what i have to do so basically left on my own in this situation. i recently returned to education to pursue a better life for me and my kids but how will i be able to proceed with this with a third child basically on my own? i have no support around me his family are horrible selfish people who don’t bother with the child we have and my own parents are not there for me as it is. i feel so sad and confused as of what route to take i want to get rid i really do but the guilt will consume me and i will end up fully single as i feel iv been pushed to this decision by the way i’m treated in this relationship. It was unplanned as i was told last year it would be near impossible for me to conceive again with my cysts all on my ovaries and we was using protection. 😭😭😭😭