Hi, I'm 31 and eight weeks pregnant, no other children. I've made the mistake of telling everyone my news hoping it would feel better but after two weeks I still feel awful. I have never looked at myself as being the maternal type, I don't really like children if I'm honest. I had a strange childhood and although I'm past it I still feel that having children isn't for me. My bf is in shock and he's being very supportive, honestly he couldn't do more. I've done everything I can so far to make sure the unborn child is well but I'm struggling, I've hoped id see some good in all this but I don't. I'm in limbo and I'm so desperate now for something to help change my mind. This is my last resort. Any help will do.