So I've found out I'm three weeks pregnant which was unplanned so my first instinct was to have a termination but I can't seem to make the appointment to go ahead with it. Has anyone had an experience where they had a surgical termination as I'm scared about how painful it will be. I'm also equally scared of the idea of keeping the child as I'm not at all ready for children. Really in a dilemma as my doctors are useless and I don't want to go to them until I've made my decision.