Hi,
Really need some unbiased opinions. Apologise in advance if I offend anyone.
I am 18 weeks pregnant, split with the dad who has a new partner and wants nothing to do with thme baby and is ignoring us. I work part time and have one DC already.
I think I decided to keep the baby without thinking, as i get further along I feel so panicked especially as know how hard babies can be, never mind doing it totally alone.
I feel totally overwhelmed and if I'm honest think I went ahead because it's his. Now as time goes by and I realise he really will never be involved, I think I've made a huge mistake. I feel heartbroken by him but know in time this will pass, but a baby is a constant reminder of him. But then I think when baby comes, will I even care about him and will I be so busy looking after baby he won't matter.
Also me and my DC have a lovely, happy quiet life just us two and I feel so sad it won't be like that much longer.
I know I sound a selfish monster and can't believe I've gotten this far in the pregnancy. I know it's even worse it all centres around this man, I'm so weak and rubbish but just don't know what to do. If I could I'd run away.
Any advice would be so welcome or even a flaming which I deserve totally.