Hello,
I'm not sure I'm posting in the right place as I'm new to Mumsnet but I'm hoping someone can advise me.
I've just been in tears after coming off the phone to my GP who has made me feel like the most stupid person in the world.
I have an underactive thyroid having had my thyroid zapped with radioactive iodine to treat an overactive thyroid about five years ago (I'm 34). I've felt fine taking thyroxine, but my TSH & T4 results have always suggested that I need to increase my dose...but every time I do I feel overactive (jitters, palpitations, hot flushes). Having been overactive originally I know exactly how my body feels when overactive, so doctors have usually been ok with me just increasing my dose a wee bit so my body feels 'in balance'.
I've been back & forth with my current GP over this, as happens every year when my annual blood test is taken. At my last appointment I told her that I'm planning on trying for a baby soon (was planning on not taking any more contraceptive pills as of about a weeks time) & she mentioned that it's important to get my levels right if I'm planning on getting pregnant. I asked whether it would matter if I was a bit underactive & she said she didn't know but would write to a specialist & find out.
I then went home & googled, finding this thread & lots of others, suggesting that it's massively important to be at the right level! I've completely freaked myself out reading about how hard it's going to be to conceive/increased miscarriage risk/pre-eclampsia/problems breast feeding/autism etc etc etc! I read that I should be aiming for a TSH level of under 2 & T4 of at least 16.
I phoned my doctor today & told her about the stuff I read & asked for my actual TSH & T4 levels, rather than her just telling me I'm 'normal' or 'a bit underactive' or whatever. She got really pissed off with me & told me that we've already discussed this at length, she's been trying to make me see how important it is all along (she SO hasn't), & that googling shows I don't trust her judgement. I really can't believe how she spoke to me. She grudgingly gave me my latest test results & said she'd refer me to a specialist but that it would probably take weeks to hear back. She's made it perfectly clear that she's not going to discuss it further.
Sorry, that just turned into a rant! She really upset me.
So anyway, turns out my T4 is 19.8 (ok?) & my TSH is 3.21. It seems from comments on here that I should be aiming for a TSH of under 2, suggesting I need to increase my dose even more. I feel fairly dreadful at my current dose, but if that's what it takes to give me the best shot at having a healthy baby then so be it I guess.
So, after all that rambling, I guess I'm asking...
Should I be aiming for a TSH count of less than 2 now, or do I not need to worry about that until I actually get pregnant (touch wood)?
Should I delay trying for a baby until I've spoken to the specialist, even though that could take weeks or even months, then more months of messing about with my dose? At 34 I'm really feeling the pressure to get cracking.
Should I just increase my daily dose of thyroxine slightly & just give up on speaking to my GP since she's no help at all?
Does anyone have the link to the official NHS guidance for trying to conceive with an underactive thyroid?
I hope I'm not sounding too hysterical here but I feel completely thrown by what I've found out. I wasn't worried at all about getting pregnant, I just thought I'm a healthy weight, don't smoke, eat the right stuff (most of the time anyway!). Now I feel like it's going to be a huge battle & I need to worry about miscarriage & whether my baby will even be normal :(.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
B