I just need somewhere to put all my thoughts out. Just recently got BFP and likely will be due end of Nov. We have a 4.5y DD and were one and done for a while following not so nice pregnancy and pretty traumatic birth. We also found parenting tough and adjusting to this new life but last year I started getting broody and thinking I could have another, DH needed convincing and we started trying around sept/oct last year but were not having luck so sort of thought maybe we were one and done and stopped trying (we fell pregnant very easily first time) and fast forward to now I am feeling so scared and anxious of going through it all again and adjusting to life with 2, I have thought about terminating but just can’t bring myself to and I just honestly feel so confused as to why I am feeling this way when I did want another child. Anyone else felt this way and everything turned out alright or the opposite and they regretted the second, is that even possible to regret a child. I feel all over the place.