Coping in early pregnancy after a previous miscarriage

[Highlandttc]

Hey…

so I found out we were pregnant a few days ago after a 5day transfer and really wish I could be excited but I just feel like a bag of nerves. I actually tested a week earlier than I was supposed to as I just felt different and was happy to see a positive but it soon turned into dread. How am i going to cope over the next few weeks waiting for an early scan?! 😩
I’m also over analysing my tests - I’ll attach the ones I’ve done, they were getting darker but noticed there wasn’t much of a change between day 7(pm) and day 9(am) and it’s put my mind into a tizz! Reassurance needed!
**also my 7(pm) was tinged yellow due to the vitamins in my urine 🙈

Ahhh highland that’s a fab update, I’m so pleased for you!! Bet you’re thrilled ❤️

@OhmygoshREALLY so thrilled!! Can’t stop watching the wee clip of them! And at least I have an idea of what’s causing the spotting to help put my mind to rest!

Just popping on with my own good news - had another scan this morning and saw a happy healthy looking baby measuring a day or two bigger than my dates 😅 super relieved and have made a promise to myself that that was the last private scan (was my third 🙈) and from now I’ll hold out til the proper 12w one and actually start to relax and let myself believe that I might get a baby at the end of all this ❤️

That’s me at 12 weeks… scan on Thursday! I’m feeling nervous as a lot of my symptoms have either settled down or gone completely… anyone else had this around this time?!