I discovered I am pregnant a few days ago, We have children from previous relationships. He says he doesn’t want this baby but wants one in the future. I just feel so alone, he will hardly talk to me about it. I want this baby but have made an appointment to discuss a termination next week even though I don’t want to do that. I’ve had one before years ago and felt so awful afterwards and bullied into it. How have I let myself end up in this mess again. Sorry just need to vent.