Hello, it's me again.
Miss Anxiety!
My scan is on Wednesday and I'm so scared there won't be a heartbeat or I've made it all up.
I'm scared I've jinxed myself because I've bought baby stuff already. I couldn't help myself. Just some baby grows, a comfort blanket, a pair of booties and I got a cow soft toy free when I signed up to SMA club.
I've also told too many people - my parents, my partner's parents, my brother, two of my work colleagues, my boss, my best friends, he's told his best mate. If no heartbeat is found or there's nothing in there, I'll have to tell everyone! 