Evening all! Great news that you've had your 28 week growth scans Nucky and Sugarcoma. I'm jealous as I never got to go to mine... although I guess I get to see how Francis is growing before my eyes, and how his weight changes each day. Hope you are feeling well.
I'm feeling so much better and able to move around now. Life is very busy as I have to fit in pumping milk 8 x per day, as well as being at the hospital. We have a routine whereby we aim to get to hospital for around 10am every day, then I pump and we try to catch the ward round at 11am. Francis is doing well and is stable, but there have been lot of issues cropping up over the past week... won't go into full details, but he's had a lung infection, there's a heart murmur (very common in preemies, but still scary), and a virus. At one point last week I felt like there was something new going on every day. It was so overwhelming and there have been a lot of tears (but I guess I'm full of hormones too). Anyway, all of these things piling up mean that they haven't yet been able to give him another try coming off the ventilator. That feels stressful as coming off ventilation is the first major step to make, and I feel frustrated about the wait - but of course it's all for valid reasons.
BUT there are also lots of things to be very thankful for: his little digestive system seems to function very well. He is now on 'full feeds', meaning he gets all his nutrition from breast milk and doesn't need IV top ups any more. Also, we've been able to take him out for cuddles (me three times and my husband twice), which is so wonderful for us and also, developmentally, for him. It's quite a palaver as he's hooked up to so many things and it takes 2 nurses to manoeuvre getting him out and putting him back in again! So lovely to hold him close though rather than seeing him through the incubator.
Diabetes wise, I am eating tons and taking way less insulin. I mess up quite often as I'm not thinking about carbs very carefully, but I've managed to avoid the crashing hypos that I've heard can come with breastfeeding. And when I do go high, it tends to be a max of 10, as opposed to when I was pregnant and the wrong dose could shoot me up into the teens quick as a flash. The one thing I'm really no good at now is staying on a level over night. When pregnant, I'd go to sleep on one number, and wake up either the same number or a couple lower. Now, I can go to sleep on a 4.5 and wake up on a 7 for no reason, which is irritating. However I totally appreciate that that is nothing compared to the struggles faced by many in pregnancy! I think I might be having hypos in the night, as sometimes when I wake for pumping I'm pretty sweaty
Or maybe I decreased my basal by too much... will tinker around with that.
Often when I sit by the incubator looking at Francis I think of those of you who were my due date buddies and I'm just in wonder at the life that is going on inside. I can't believe I'm seeing my baby at 27, 28, 29 weeks, when I'm really not supposed to be seeing him yet. Trust me, your babies by this point are looking super cute. I hope they all behave better than Francis and stick around for respectable delivery dates!