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Found out I'm having a girl and I feel so weird......

42 replies

WinkyWinkola · 21/11/2006 19:19

and I guess I'm going to sound so ungrateful but I was fully expecting another boy. I feel shocked, worried and sad, not excited. That in itself is a worry, right?

I had a hateful relationship with my brothers when I was growing up and I'm just worried history will repeat itself.

Oh, and the usual worries too - what if I don't love the baby? What if my first feels left out and unloved?

Someone give me a shake or at least tell me you understand and that I'm not a loony. DH thinks I'm pots.

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oopsididitagain · 21/11/2006 19:21

darling your not pots, your pregnant!!!

congratulations, you'll soon get used to the idea, now you know, you can spend the rest of the PG preparing yourself and bonding x

buktus · 21/11/2006 19:23

it took two weeks to sink in when i knew i was having dd i had expected a boy so much, but now i wouldnt change things for the world you will get used to the idea

congratulations!

macneil · 21/11/2006 19:25

I adored my brother when I was growing up, and we're amazingly close now. History won't repeat itself, and you're so lucky to have one of each. It must be easier to not worry about having to treat them exactly the same or face guilty thoughts about treating one better, because girls and boys want and need different things. Also - and this is why I wanted a girl - you get to watch nice films with her and introduce her to Grease and Dirty Dancing, rather than a bunch of war films and car chases.

Waswondering · 21/11/2006 19:26

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Kittypickle · 21/11/2006 19:28

I felt very strange for a few days when I found out I was having a boy, I was convinced it was another girl given the complete lack of boys in the family. I have exactly the same age gap (2 weeks difference) as there is between me and my brother, who I got on really badly with until I was in my early 20s.

My two are completely different however, and have a really really strong bond, I'm quite shocked and can't believe it will last !

TeeCee · 21/11/2006 19:31

I think it's proabably quite a natural feeling.
I know girls cos I have 2, if I got pregnant and had a boy think I'd be a bit scared in that irrational 'I dodn't know what to do with a boy' way.
I also went through loads and loads of worry about having a child that didn't have Sn's as my first has and I knew how to be a mum to a girl with Down's syndrome but how would I deal with one that didn't have. Think everyone has the 'how will i love it as much' worry.
And you know that in the end we realise how mad all those worries were

satine · 21/11/2006 19:35

Trust me, you'll love her with every fibre of your being, and it won't in any way detract from what you feel for your first child. Gawd knows how it works, but it's true that every baby brings his or her own love with it. And having a girl and a boy is very special. Please try not to worry too much. It'll be fine, I promise.

wrinklytum · 21/11/2006 19:47

It is really strange isn't it?You describe exactly how I felt.I thought that after a boy I wouldn't know what to do with a girl!!!DD is now almost a year and all I can say is that the love just expands to accomadate the new one,whatever sex.Do not worry you will adore no 2,even if you dont feel it at the moment!!!!

willowcatkin · 21/11/2006 20:44

I wanted a boy first time round and did not beleive them when they told me at the 20 week scan she was a girl. It was confirmed at 34 weeks so i had to beleive it.

I spent the next 5 weeks buying unisex sleepsuits and vowed nothing pink!

Now I love my dd so much and it is great having a daughter, and when ds joined us 7 months latr it was even better; they get on so well it is amazing and are so different I have no worries about competition, or having to treat them the same.

My friend with 2 boys would love a girl, she loves dd to bits!

I am sure you will be fine - it may just take a bit longer to get accustomed to the idea!

crimplene · 21/11/2006 21:19

We both wanted a girl and were really pleased when we were told at 17 weeks that we were having a girl. We had another scan at 20 weeks and checked to be sure and a different guy said that, yup, we were having a girl. Didn't ask at the 24 week scan as we knew. But at 28 weeks I said something about 'she' to the person doing the scan who asked 'Do you want to know the sex?' and I said 'yes' so she told me it was a boy.

It took a bit of getting used to (DP was especially disappointed and was talking about dressing him in pink anyway....!)really until after DS was born

DS is the most wonderful person and we can't imagine loving any child as much as we love him. If we ever have another one, I actually wouldn't care about the sex at all.

paddyclamp · 22/11/2006 11:11

I know how you feel! Even though I ALWAYS wanted a boy followed by a girl for as long as I remember, when I found out DD was a girl I felt really weird, sad almost! I was upset that DS wouldn't have a brother to play with, and as I'm not a girly girl the thought of pink, frilly and barbie made my blood run cold.

I also went through the "how can i ever love anyone as much as DS" thing.

But now she's here everyone adores her, especially her big brother! It's so cute how he rushes in from nursery to see her! Once she was born i bonded with her straight away.

As for clothes nobody got me disgusting frilly dresses but there are some lovely, tasteful clothes you can get for girls.

Also everyone will stop you and say how lovely, one of each! My friends who have 2 DS's or 2 DD's get "so will you try again for a boy/girl??!" which is wrong but how a lot of people are!

WinkyWinkola · 22/11/2006 18:58

Thank you pr your posts! I'm relieved I'm not a weirdo for feeling this way.

I'm feeling better about having a girl now. It could be great fun! And I'm sure DS will love her if we include him and get him to help lots. I hope they grow up close and friendly. Now all DH and I have to do is squabble over names. We had a boy's name all ready. We'll save that for Baby No. 3!

Pink - yuck. It's my least favourite colour though. And everything for girls is pink. Who decided blue is for boys and pink for girls anyway? It's a load of old cobblers.

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AllieBongo · 22/11/2006 19:02

my dd is nearly 2 and loves thomas and bob the builder more than anything in the world, Believe me, having one of each is just as much fun

Frenchsmallfry · 22/11/2006 19:07

I was with you on the whole pink yukkk thing.

Before I had a girl.

Hehe whether you like it or not now, Welcome to the world of PINK. You will love it one day. I've caught the bug so bad we are having a pink themed x-mas tree this year.

Ds is 4 this Chrismas. Dd is 15mths, they are sooooooooo in love with each other it is sickening. They play all the time together and Ds is very caring and protective over his little sis. I actually had a younger bruv and I reckon that was worse.

msnomer · 22/11/2006 19:26

I am in the reverse postion to you. I was convinced I was having a girl and found out it was a second boy. I never cared about gender with first child at all but having a close relationship with my older brother I think that was what my ideal family consisted of in my head. I feel so bad about even thinking about it having taken over a year to conceive again including a miscarriage. The symptoms were so different this time and I have far more girls names I like than boys. Its not that I am into girls more than boys (all my friends daughers are going through extreme clothes fussiness at the moment that would drive me insane). I just imagined I would always have a daughter. I have no other female relatives and this baby will be my last. It makes me sad and am then angry with myself for feeling this way. I have 2 close friends with boys due at the same time and am worried I will feel jealous if they have girls.

This thread has made me feel worse as everyone is saying how great it is to have one of each!

By the way vertbaudet and la redoute have lovely green, red, and orange and deep purple girls clothing.

princessmel · 22/11/2006 19:31

There was another thread on this earlier, have you seen it?
I have one of each Winky and I wasn't worried about having a girl after a boy but I did worry if I could love another baby as much as my son. Of course I did and do
Congratulations. Once the shock wears off you'll love buying all the girly things.

princessmel · 22/11/2006 19:32

Its called 'GRIEF OVER SCAN RESULT' and is in active convos now.

Mellowma · 22/11/2006 19:32

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paddyclamp · 22/11/2006 21:02

I guess this kind of things opens up the debate to find out or not to find out.

I think if a person has a preference for want of a better word then it's better to find out so that you have 20 weeks to get used to the idea.

But having said that i can't say i know of anyone who's been disappointed once the baby has arrived. I have a friend with 2 DS's who wants to try for a girl next time but she still really loves her DS2.

There are some DISGUSTING clothes out there for girls but there are some cool ones that are girly without being sickeningly pink and frilly. If I put DD in pink i put her in jeans (don't mind if they have little flowers stitched on them as she looks cute in them).

As for toys everything DS has are cars, trains, Thomas the Tank engine etc and they will be her hand me downs!

I never played with dolls in my life but i had older brothers so that's probably why!

madbutsane · 23/11/2006 11:37

Hi, just been told that i am having a girl i have had 2 scans i private and they say they can see the 3 white lines and this indicates a girl, already have 3 boys so hoping there right anyone else heard this 3 white line thing!

Enid · 23/11/2006 11:40

dont find out at scans

then you avoid all this

Sherbert37 · 23/11/2006 11:46

I also had a crap relationship with my brother and we're not close now, so always said I wanted 3 boys. Have DD between 2 boys and she is wonderful. She does all the girly things like dancing and horse-riding. When she was away for a week in the summer I really missed her. Feel so glad I can experience both boys and girls, although I never knew I wanted to.

Miaou · 23/11/2006 11:57

"I think if a person has a preference for want of a better word then it's better to find out so that you have 20 weeks to get used to the idea."

I don't agree paddyclamp - at least, that would not have worked for me at all. When I was pg with dc3, after two girls, I was worried about how I would feel if I had a boy. I felt I understood girls, but boys were a "foreign country". I didn't find out the sex and I had a ds. I was amazed that he was a boy, but amazed in a good way. I honestly think that if I had known he was a boy at the 20 weeks scan I would have spent 20 weeks worrying about whether I was going to bond with this child from a foreign country.

I also think that, when you find out the sex at a scan, that is ALL you find out. Unlike at the birth, you don't find out how they smell, what they look like, how they feel, how they sound ... it becomes the ONLY thing you know about that child. And not only that, but you find out what it is not - ie that it is not a boy. And if that takes you out of your comfort zone, there's nothing much else to fall back on ("but she is so beautiful/such tiny fingers/smells so gorgeous" etc). The only info you have is "negative" info - she is not a boy.

Once you have your baby, Winky, she will be that first - your baby. Feeding her, washing her, taking care of her - all these things are unaffected by the fact that she is a girl (apart from the obvious difference under the nappy). By the time she starts exhibiting characteristics that set her apart as a girl - which probably won't happen until she is about two! - she will be so much your child and you will be so used to her being yours, that it simply won't figure as an issue.

When I had ds I regularly used to forget he was a boy at first - I would undo his nappy to change him and get a shock because I kept forgetting about the extra tackle! But the reason I kept forgetting was because it was unimportant in the scheme of things - he was my baby and I loved him for that.

I hope my incoherent ramblings have helped in some way.

vesela · 23/11/2006 16:09

Thanks, Miaou - you've helped me, for one.

I see what you mean. Knowing your baby's sex (which I do, because I'm curious!) can make you think in terms of - 'how am I going to deal with Disney princess stuff?!' and 'how am I going to deal with (insert appropriate boy-related fear)?'. When my baby is born, there'll be so many other facets to her little personality - she'll be a person first and foremost.

I will readily admit to being worried about the whole Disney princess pink-and-glittery thing, though! It just wasn't about when I was little - or not to this extent. It seems to get everywhere, and I just hope it doesn't push out other interests. I'm sure lots of people out there can reassure me, though.

(For the record, I like pink - just not all the time! And I loved playing with dolls and dolls' houses - but I never felt as if that was all there was).

willowcatkin · 23/11/2006 20:42

madbutsane

I have heard the three lines thing - it is what they told me at 20 weeks when i had dd.

It was definitley 'missing' in ds who had some very obvious appendages