Help!! I am slowly going mad ...
I am currently 5+3, and have an early scan booked for two weeks' time. However, I'm not sure how I'm going to cope until then. My mood varies wildly: I was feeling so happy and excited and confident until yesterday, when I convinced myself something awful was going to happen and went to sleep in tears, only to wake up in the middle of the night crying in fear of a miscarriage. No morning sickness, but I know it is very early. Symptoms so far are sore boobs and tiredness.
I think the issue is that we conceived on our first try, which was not expected after I had quite a few issues last year with my cycle/anovulation. I feel so incredibly lucky, but as if we don't deserve this, iyswim... and therefore it seems more likely that it will all be taken away from us.
Argh: I had anticipated that the 2ww would be terrible. What I didn't realise is that the 12ww is actually far worse! (although of course, in a lucky, very happy to have conceived kind of way....)